I love you still...
So I went to her house yesterday to meet her daughter and to discuss the schedule. Her daughter's English is actually very good I was impressed. She's also very lovely and chatty. She said her mom is like her manager who knows everything about her schedules at school and cram school lol! The mother and daughter are really lovely it made me jealous just to see how nakayoku both of them were. The daughter really has a scary schedule as she's facing a national exam and then another exam to enter university. I just couldn't imagine myself if I were her. I kept asking her if it was really okay for her to have another private class as her days have already been so packed with other private classes. She insisted that it was completely okay because she really needed to improve her TOEFL score. Then, when we were fixing the schedule, she said she couldn't take the class next weekend because she has JLPT. She was surprised to know that I know JLPT and that I also like Japanese, and we ended up switching from speaking English to speaking Japanese hahaha
After we fixed the schedule, her mother said that her family is planning to go to Japan for a holiday in May next year and asked me if I had been to Japan before. It was so funny that I spent another one hour helping her with her Tokyo-Kyoto-Osaka itinerary XD Another amusing coincidence is that her parents in law's house happens to be just 300m away from mine lol! I wonder if it's a fate when we met that night.
on a totally different note:
Life has been so tough lately and I've let down and hurt people I hold very dearly in my life. I'm so disappointed and disgusted with myself I feel like disappearing from this world. I wonder if things will ever be the same again ;_;
WARNING:THIS IS AN EXTREMELY LONG POST
READ AT YOUR OWN RISK
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I left Okinawa for Tokyo at around 11am. Had I not re-checked my flight schedule the day before, I would have missed my flight because I thought my flight was at 1pm lol! Naha Airport is really nice but unfortunately I took Peach so I had to fly from LCC terminal. Not really liking that terminal though XD
It took 2 hours 50 minutes to reach Tokyo. Okinawa was soo hot that as soon as I reached Tokyo, the weather felt so warm XD My plane landed at Narita, which is not my favorite airport since it's quite far from Narita to reach downtown Tokyo. It took more than 1 hour to reach Tokyo and as soon as I reached Asakusa, I rushed to my hostel because I needed to be in Odaiba around 5 to meet Jean and Rin. I reached Odaiba much later than 5 OTL So glad to finally meet Jean again and meet a new friend, Rin-chan. She's from Thailand but she's studying in Japan. Her English is so perfect ^^
It's really been a while since I updated my blog lol! I've been missing the muse to blog actually that I haven't blogged anything about AMAZING WORLD and ATSUSHI's IT'S SHOW TIME despite the fact I had a really amazing time in both concerts. I'm not sure if I can blog about AW since it's already been months (and the DVD is already out anyway), but I'll try to blog about ATSUSHI's IT'S SHOW TIME later, but for the time being, let me start with SPEEDSTER first *hides*
I really have to thank GENE for making me go to places I have never been before. I have always wanted to go to Okinawa and knowing that GENE would hold their concert there I tried my luck to ballot for Okinawa shows. Okinawa was supposed to be their final show, that's why I balloted for it, because final show is normally more special. But unfortunately it wasn't lol! oh well, it's alright. I'm already more than happy to be able to go to Okinawa.
Okinawa is such a nice place, but the weather was very unpredictable. One second it was very hot and the next thing we knew it poured so hard, like reaallly hard! Jean and I had to go home while bearing the cold from being soaked from head to toe because of the rain lmao! It was such a memorable night XDDD
Okay, now let's talk about GENE and SPEEDSTER ^^
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Next post will be about Tokyo trip where all the amazingness of HIGH & LOW THE BASE, HIGH & LOW THE MOVIE and IZAKAYA EXILE happened <333
I'm tired of crying and my eyes are still so swollen. This news came to a shock for me though I somehow saw that coming since they didn't post anything on their twitter and IG for weeks, not their blogs either. I just didn't want to point it out because I was so afraid that it might become a jinx. But as much as reality hurts, they did, they disbanded T_T And to think that it's Kazuya, my most fave of the two, who decided to leave makes it worse for me. After reading his message on LDH website, I now know the reason. Though it's really saddening, it's his own life, can't blame him for that.
I spent last night crying myself to sleep. Woke up at 3, checked Satoshi's IG (Kazuya deleted his IG) and reading fans' messages there made me cry again T_T I feel so sad for Satoshi T___T
I hope they are still good friends even though they are now in separate ways, and maybe someday I can see them sing together again. 絆は永遠。
Now I wish VBS 2 and Reason for Breathing were released into DVD so I can relive those amazing moments with them. The best duo group I've ever seen. My favorite vocalists after ATSUSHI.
Kazuya kun, Satoshi kun, thank you for the wonderful BREATHE, for the lovely songs and those wonderful voices you two have given me. I wish you the best of luck in the future. I love you.
Happy birthday, my dear Alan. Keep being the awesome you. ILYSM!
And Avex was being so generous for releasing GENE's PAGES PV on Alan's birthday. I wasn't expecting this at all because there was no news at all that PAGES PV would be released today (or maybe I missed it). The song is so beautiful I cried a bit when I first listened to it. And watching the PV brought back all those wonderful memories of GENE EX. I'm so proud of their achievement. Though they are not as big as their senpais yet, but the feelings of being there with them through the process is really something *sobs* dayem, why am I being so sappy all of a sudden lol!
Keep doing your best, GENE. Keep being humble, no matter how much fame has brought you <3
I already made my pre-order as soon as the mobile bonus was announced. Another set of GENE's signature hahahaha...bought all versions of course lol! I keep telling myself that I should stop buying all versions because I always end up not opening my copies even though I have received them OTL but it's hard to resist when it comes to GENE hahaha...And this time I also got all music cards! Not gonna do the same mistakes again with Evergreen music cards when they were all sold out just when I was about to order them *sobs* and my oh my! the music cards are awesome! can't wait to see the badges. These badges are the reason why I love music cards XD
awesome covers! I love the CD+DVD cover most <3
once coin CD
Can't wait to see the PV. There will be 2 PVs in this single. YAAAAAAASSSS!
The best thing about attending their live abroad is you get to experience things that will never happen in Japan, which is being able to take pics and record the live lol! I only took a few pictures though (a few compared to my other friends XD) and I only made a recording of the performers' part because I wanted to enjoy the live as much as I could.
The venue in Taiwan was actually very close to Taipei 101 building. I got lost a bit when I first looked for the venue. When I found my way back to Taiwan 101 it was actually very close lol.
The Taiwan live was very special because it fell on my birthday. It was definitely the best birthday ever in my life. Again, I went alone but that didn't really matter because I am used to going to concerts alone XD
I made quite a lot of Japanese friends there, most of them were those who took the package tour. One of them that I got close real quick is Nanamin. She happens to love ONE OK ROCK as well so we had a really nice fangirling time about GENE and OOR. Oh, she loves Reo (and it seems that all the new Japanese friends I met that day were dominated by Reo fans XD).
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GENEちゃん、World Tour お疲れ様でした！